Hari ni Ahad akhir sebelum raya tahun ni.
The only Ahad left untuk kemas umah.
Dari pagi papa, ajan dan aqis kemas kat bawah.
Last week dah kemas tingkat atas.
Harapkan mama yang kejap sihat kejap sakit ni, alamatnya tak siap-siaplah nak mengemasnya.
Masa sihat dulu-dulu, sume wat sendiri.
Tak yah orang tolong pun.
Masuk tidur kerusi kat tempat lain, esok pagi sume bangun tengok kerusi tu dah kat sudut lain.
Mama wat magik masa sume orang tidur.
Sekarang ni tak larat, so watlah cara tak larat.
Apapun, ALHAMDULILLAH, masih dapat menikmati bulan Ramadhan yang mulia ini.





So, sebagai tanda terima kasih dan kasih sayang pada suami dan anak-anak yang banyak membantu, maka mama masaklah menu buka puasa hari ni mengikut citarasa mereka.
Sekadar yang termampu oleh badan ni.



Yang ni favourite kakak.
"Terliur kakak ingat sambal ayam mama" sambil tersengih dan angkat-angkat kening.
Itulah kata-katanya tiap kali nak suruh mamanya masak.





Masak lemak sotong dengan peria.
Orang lain makan sotong, mama makan peria.
Ubat awet muda:)





Yang ini sambal sardin.
Yang ni dimakan dengan roti.
Cubalah cicah roti Hi5 ke, roti Gardenia ke, roti canai ke, apa-apa rotilah, memang sedap.
Lepas tarawikh, duduk ramai-ramai, minum teh O sambil cicah sambal sardin ni, sedaaaaap.
Makan dia saja pun boleh.
Tetap sedap.
Sebab dimasak dengan penuh kasih sayang. :)





Yang ni kangkung celur saje-saje.
Nak cicah dengan sambal ikan bilis perah air limau nipis.
Memang sedap.







Yang nilah sambal ikan bilis perah air limau nipis.
Cubalah!





Hari ni minum air jus mangga
dan air laici
dan air teh-O sejuk
dan air tebu
dan air suam (ni yang paling best sekali).


Pas tu ada roti goreng skit dan popia basah (yang dua ni beli kat pasar Ramadhan.
Biasalah, bukan habis pun.
Tapi, pas tarawikh, second round, abislah.
Sebab papa akan ke dapur terus pas balik tarawikh.
Yang wajib ada, Teh-O masjid tapi wat sendiri punya.




Alhamdulillah.
Terima kasih Allah atas satu hari lagi nikmat kehidupan yang Engkau izinkan.
Esok belum tentu aku di duniaMU ini lagi.


Semalam mama amik cuti rehat.
Rasa tak sihat sangat.
Betul-betul rehat satu hari dari pagi sampai petang.
Fully rested on bed.
Bila tak sihat , tak masaklah kan.
So, ke pizza hutlah kami empat beranak sebab Aqis kata dah lama tak makan pizza.
Memang dah lama pun.
Kemelesetan ekonomi kot.
Pas makan 'pain killer' klinik Aniza, leh lah jalan sikit.
Sayang anak katakan.
Dapat lak suami dan anak-anak prihatin.
Jalan berpimpin dan berpegang:)
Aqis nampak gembira dan enjoy bila dapat makan pizza.
Senyum pun manis jer.
Tetiba...


Sebab... kena habiskan air untuk ubat batuk dia.
Pas tu , sakit perut.
Pas tu, pening kepala.
Pas tu, nak muntah.
Pas tu, naik angin kus kus.




Tapi Aqis angin tak lama.
Dia memang angin tak lama.
Kalau tak mama dia yang terlebih angin.
Dia gak yang susah nak pujuk.

Whatever it is, mama sayang Aqis tau.







10 September 2009

SELAMAT HARIJADI YANG KE-42, PAPA.


Semoga Papa diberkati dengan umur yang panjang dan kesihatan yang baik untuk Papa terus berkerja dan beramal, sentiasa dilimpahi rahmat dan hidayah, dimurahkan rezeki dengan rezeki yang halal, banyak dan berkat, sentiasa bahagia dan mendapat yang terbaik dalam hidup dan dapat sentiasa bersama orang-orang yang dikasihi.


Terima kasih Papa kerana menjadi seorang suami yang baik dan bapa yang yang bertanggungjawab. Kita bersama-sama mengharungi liku-liku kehidupan yang mencabar.
Kita pernah menangis dan meraung bersama.
Kita pernah ketawa dan gembira bersama.
Dan kita akan terus menangis dan ketawa bersama selagi Allah mengkehendakinya.


Ajan dan Aqis bertuah sebab dapat Papa sebagai bapa.
Ajan dan Aqis bahagia dapat panggil ’Papa’ kepada seorang insan seperti Papa.
Ajan dan Aqis gembira bila dapat bersama papa, berkongsi cerita, berjalan bersama dan merancang kehidupan kita.


Kami berdoa supaya Papa tidak akan berubah dan akan terus menyayangi kami sehingga akhir hayat kami.




MAMA, AJAN DAN AQIS SAYANG PAPA SANGAT-SANGAT...
.

When you were born, I was the happiest person alive.
It was because Allah had blessed me with a child, a son, the first grandchild for Wan and Aki and Tok.
In a way, I made my mom and parents-in-law happy with your presence.




We named you ‘Jazlan’ (the cheerful one).
True to your name, you are a cheerful person and bring cheers to those around you.
I adore you, cherish you with my love and attention.




To date, I can still feel the happiness of carrying you in my womb and bringing you into this world.
You still give me the feeling of accomplishment whenever I look at your face.
You have a very special place in my heart as I love you so much.




When I am gone,
Please take good care of your father and sister,
Please love them,
And care for them,
And guard them,
As you would guard your life.




When I am gone,
Keep me in your heart forever,
Do send me your prayers,
And be the best Moslem possible.




No matter what people may say
No matter what people may tell you
Please remember


YOU ARE VERY SPECIAL ...
MAMA LOVE YOU SO MUCH...



Mama sayang kakak sangat-sangat.
Mama dah letakkan kakak di satu sudut sangat istimewa di hati mama.
Mama tau kakak pun sayang mama sangat-sangat.
Kakak masih kecil tapi kakak faham mama.
Kakak tempat mama mengadu dan bercerita.
Kakak pandai jaga mama.
Kakak pandai ambil hati mama.
Kakak tau baca mood mama.
Kakak banyak tolong mama.




Kalau mama dah takde di dunia ni nanti, kakak kena janji dengan mama tau.
Kakak mesti jaga solat, jangan sesekali tinggal walau satu waktu pun.
Kakak mesti tutup aurat seperti yang dituntut daripada seorang muslimah sejati.
Kakak mesti baca Al-Qur’an setiap hari, sekurang-kurangnya sebelum/selepas solat Subuh dan Maghrib.
Kakak mesti sentiasa sedekahkan mama dengan ayat-ayat suci Al-Qur’an supaya mama tenang dan tidak terseksa di dalam kubur.
Kakak carilah kawan-kawan yang dapat mendekatkan kakak dengan Allah.




Kalau mama dah takde di dunia ni nanti, kakak jangan lupakan mama.
Kakak mesti sayang dan jaga Papa seperti mana Papa jaga dan sayang kakak selama ini.
Kaka mesti jaga Abang Ajan.
Kakak mesti tolong Abang Ajan.
Kakak mesti sentiasa berbuat baik kepada kawan dan lawan supaya tiada orang mengata mama tidak pandai mengasuh anak.
Kakak mesti terus berhubung dengan wan, pakcik, makcik, sepupu dan saudara mara kakak supaya tidak terputus hubungan persaudaraan sesama kita.
Kakak mesti buat yang terbaik dalam hidup kakak.
Kakak mesti nikmati hidup kakak sepenuhnya tapi jangan lupakan Allah.
Kakak mesti berhati-hati dan berfikir dengan waras sebelum membuat sebarang keputusan terutama yang membabitkan perasaan orang lain.
Jangan sesekali menghina orang lain apabila kakak berjaya dan berharta.




Kalau mama dah takde di dunia ni, ingat ya,
MAMA SAYANG KAKAK SANGAT-SANGAT...


These two cute boys are my nephews, my husband's brother's sons.
The older brother is Amir and the little bro is Amir.
Amir is an active boy and soooo cheeky.
The little brother is soooocute that you feel like squeezing him and never let go.
Both are the apples of the parents eyes (for sure):)
My hubby loves to play with them tease and tease and tease them and they would respond accordingly, just like kids would; laughing and screaming and shouting, having fun with it, again and again , but they never seem to get tired ;0
Hopefully they will have the best of everything in their lives.


Went to e @ Curve a few days back.
A proof of Malaysia and Selangor 'Boleh'.
Anything is possible if we put our heart and mind into it.

D - Doa
U - Usaha
I - Ikhtiar
T - Tawakal




Tahun lepas tema warna biru.
Tahun ni warna merah.
Permintaan anakanda tersayang, Ajan.
Takpe-takpe, tahun depan hijau pulak.
Tiap-tiap tahun gi tempah kat tailor yang sama.
Pandai dia jahit baju.
Sedap dipakai, pandai pula melayan pelanggannya.
Tapi kami memang tak cerewet pun.
Asal dia nak jahit baju, siap dalam tempoh dia janji, kira ok je.
Nanti kita tengok baju yang dah siap dijahit... ok.


One of Allah's greatest gift to me was my late father-in-law, Allahyarham Alias bin Muhammad. You see, my father divorced my mother when I was 5 years old. My mother came from a super poor family while my father was from a well off descendant. So to them, my mother was not good enough for her in-laws. When I was in the primary school, my mother got married for the second time, only to be left for another woman. So, I had never known a father's love.

When I was married to my husband, I was ignorant of so many things because my purpose of living was to help my family to have at least one meal per day. I worked hard so that we had something to eat on the table at the end of each day. So, many things happened since I was not well-groomed due to poor my family background. However, my father-in-law, Ayah, could see beyond everything. He could sense my sadness, my sincerity, my fear, my hope beyond everyone else. He could feel the love I craved from my better half's family. He didn't talk much but his actions betrayed his feelings and emotions. To others, I was hard to understand but to him, he understood me without me having to say anything. He trusted me more. He, and only he accepted me for the real me, others expected me to be the person they had in mind. That is why, even after 14 years, they still could not read me.


It was him who advised me to further my study. It was him who helped me when I was really in need. He was the one who trusted me when no one else was there to listen. He was the reason I was still in the family. And because of him, I am still married to his son.


He loved and pampered and cared for my children as if they meant the whole world to him. He showered them with love and care and attention. He was there when he was really needed without asking for anything back. No strings attached. No payback. No repayment asked. No interest applied. An unconditional love.

When he passed away, my world collapsed. I was the last person with him when he was on his last breath. I had lost someone very dear to me and he has a very special place in my heart. To date, I still miss him and how I always wish I had more time with him, a real great and amazing person.





Al-Fathihah.
Moga Allah mencucuri rahmat ke atas roh Ayah dan Ayah tenang bersama-sama orang-orang beriman, para Sahabat dan Anbia'.
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